I’ve been staring at this blank screen for a while now. I’m not even sure why. I just don’t have it in me currently to push out any coherent thoughts. Everything is internalized. When I start down this path of keeping it all on, it only ever leads to one thing. A block. A huge freaking wall that I slam head on. I don’t know what brought this one on, but I think I have a hunch as to why it’s lasting this long.
I recently wrote about my latest tattoo. I love it. It’s beautiful, but it’s bringing out emotions I thought I had already dealt with. I guess grieving is never really over.
I will get past this. I can work through it, but man, it’s kicking my butt. I just need to keep writing, keep my fingers moving. I can do this. Writing keeps me whole and helps me deal. I will get my groove back. Soon.